A Heart That Never Wins

Falling faster than my panties hit the floor
Before I know it you're heading for the door...and once more
The cycle begins of me wanting in where
I don't belong
See I knew all along the ending of this song...
Me Pain Tears and the Fears
That it will never end because it's just began
The cycle of a heart that never wins
Falling faster than my panties hit the floor and U don't want it anymore...
My heart's still sore
Let me close this door
I DON'T WANT IT ANYMORE

Hmmm...

Just a little something something...short and simple I call it:

Hmmmm...

I sit and wonder if it’s you I really miss…or is it your sweet kiss. I wonder I really do…is it the moments or is it you. I think about your arms…is it lying or crying in them that had me charmed. I think about your touch…what about it means so much. I sit and wonder if it’s you I really miss or the thought of us that was bliss. I think about you to much, you got my heart in a clutch. What the fuck, this shit sucks.

Hot Fudge

Well since my writers block keeps hunting me I decided to post some old poetry. I wrote this about 2 yrs ago...true story!!!

Hot Fudge

I remember the first time my eyes
set upon your face. I was amazed.
Your lemon toned complexion created
an hypnotizing glaze. I craved everything
about you down to your toes. Perfection.
On a porch that used to belong to me
I sat and watched you and pretended the
wetness forming was caused by the heat.
As much as my body yearned your attention,
I just knew I would never have your affection.

Four years later…